July

Time past so fast.
We already past the half year of 2009.
What i have done in this half year??
I think i done NOTHING. =(
Day by day..
i realized that i dun have so much time to spend already.

Finally turn to July.
I am the July baby who dun really love July.
Is it July is a good month to everyone??
This year I will celebrate with bunch of my friends at Poppy.
Will it be wonderful?
Will it be happy ending?
Phew... I got no mood for party at all.
Something happened caused me not really happy nowadays.
Feel get anger easily. Moody is my mode.
Feel like to cry but i got no tears to drop.
I wondering why became like this??
What a sad month for me?? =*(

Last night i did chatted with my best friend miiu.
We talked a lots and laughed a lots.
I feel better after talked to her.
Sometimes i just want someone to talk to me.
Even though We just had a simple and happy chat time last night.
No gossip. Just about our Mr. Ex and friends.
I realized that i lost contact with miiu such a long time.
Luckily we still have many topics to talk. =)

Lacks of sleep recently.
Finally i found back my feelings on him.
Luckily it was just temporary.
I felt that i got less time to stay with him already.
Have to manage my time again.
I must stick with him always to avoid my feelings get lost. =)

I choose taking the advise from miiu.
I will keep my mood happily during my birthday.
I will control it well.
I will always consider fun is a must for that day.

I get lost this few day.
But now I, still am I!!!
Decided to be happy.
Decided to forget it.
Decided to become a confident and sexy lady of my friends =P

Have to stop here.
Good night world~~

*what i learn is pretending!